as in love with you as i am

and every day 

i am learning about you 

the things that no one else sees 

and the end comes too soon 

like dreaming of angels 

angels, the xx

microscopic hummingbirds

i don't want to live through winter

i can't stand to see everything ending

i'll just stand on the meadow

i'll be taken by sunbeams

so goodbye

i think it is beautiful that you are 256 colors too

black moth super rainbow

waste

i want to know when this all will stop.

i want to know if this all will stop.

devils will drag you

my one reoccurring thought is:

what would you do if it were me

instead of you?

through the cracks

i, i blame you

i blame you

for all of those things i've been through

albatross

wild beasts

just like old friends

so far

i still know who you are

but now

i wonder who i was

perfect

smashing pumpkins

extrasupervery

i'm working on erasing you

i just don't have the proper tools

i get hammered, forget that you exist

there's no way i'm forgetting this

i'm working hard on walking out

my shoes keep sticking to the ground

my clothes won't let me close the door

and these trousers seem to love your floor

i'm working on my backwards walk

there's nowhere left for me to go

except back to you just one last time

say yes, before i change my mind

you're the shit

and i'm knee-deep in it.

backwards walk

frightened rabbit